#22. Yo Realmente Debería Comenzar a Hacer Algún Sentido

I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself no reason left for me to care

Oh joy, another 8 more days.

Well, I got a pokemon soft toy! :D.

and my legs hurt ):

Brandon.

#21. Veintiún

One, twenty-one guns, lay down your arms

haha, damn just walked a marathon, ate a whole load, and walked another marathon then hijacked a computer.
What fun XP.

on a cooler note, I have 2 more movies watched! hahahaa

the transformers i'd never gotten to watching and terminator XP.

Coolios

hahhaaa


Brandon.

#20. Veinte

Will she hear me if I called her name

Would she hold me, if she knew my shame

Hahhaha! Well, leaving to Tokyo tomorrow! How fun.

Got my five hundred bucks!

And, chances are I'm probably not going Hungary.

Brandon.

on a darker note.

I ran out of icecream.

#19. Diecinueve

Tonight I'm weak

It's just another day without you

I can't sleep

I'd go around the world for you to

Hear Me Say

Don't Throw Me Away

And There's No Way Out

I Gotta Hold You Somehow.

Haha, double training!

OWN THAT LAND PROGRAMME IN 2 DAYS :)

Brandon.

#18. Dieciocha

I pray to God that you do.

I'll do whatever you want me to do.

Over and over again.

Sentosa. AGAIN. hahaha. how fun!

Didn't manage to stay for long though.

BHG is such a cool place lol

And I cleaned my boat (:

Brandon

#17. Diecisiete.

And a word to the wise when the fire dies

You think it's over but it's just begun.

Cause you had my heart

At least for the most part.

Hahahha, life ain't so bad after all.

Training's been fun!

And days have been awesome!

Haha, only got one reason to feel mutual about life hating me now!

Brandon.

#16. Dieciséis

I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be

(Oh I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy)

Oh Lord, I've tried so hard but you gotta let go of me

(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

Haha, so these few days have been great (:

Training's started again, and I look set to make back my timings.

Ready?

Gotta admit, that life ain't so bad

Here I go!

But somehow, thoughts keep creeping back to me.

Haha, bad rhymes with sad!

And so I go.

Brandon.

#15. Quince.

When you're all alone, with a melody
Will you close your eyes, and think of me

Someone who cared, out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere.

Remember the line, never say die?
You were the reason I survived.
Where'd you go I needa know
I waited here, you never showed
It's gonna be, harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down, I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now


Will you still hear me singing anymore, when Five Becomes Four.


Hahhaa! I hate exams.
Chem's the last mugging paper.
Looking forward, to the end of it.

Brandon.

#14. Catorce.

drenched in my pain again becoming who we are.

wake me up when september ends.

damn i shouldn't have woken up when it ended. :/

hahaha, should've been shot in Iran or something.

I should just F My Life. hahahah

Brandon.

#13. Trece.

If I could then I'd shrink the world tonight

So that I would find, you and me inside

So I just found out about this cool place called fusionopolis. hahaha, it looks cool on the outside. Just another sciency mall :P.

Well, IHS is a pain.

RES is good, but it makes us have to think so much for IHS essay. sucks.

I am screwed. I hope I don't fail.

I don't want to go con camp ):

eeyeerr. I wanna go for another competition.

Brandon.

#12. Doce

If you fall, stumble down

I'll pick you up off the ground.

Thanks guys.

Brandon

#11. Once.

Sometimes I wonder,

Why give me this talent. When all it's brought me is suffering and tears.

Small little happiness here and there. I guess it adds up to how much i was crushed under my own pressure.

Just can't take the price of this equivalent exchange. Suffering for Success.

But damn that, I have to.

All my life at least, I'll have something to show.

I guess this is all just my fault, and I deserve this.

sometimes i think, hopes are meant to be dashed

Brandon.

I know nobody's doing this to me. But, I can't take it that, I fail to live up to my own expectations.

#10. Diez.

The walls start breathing

My mind's unweaving

Maybe It's Best You Leave Me Alone.

Well, guess what. I blew everything. Every single thing that I thought I had, I didn't.

I should be happy, I mean, at least Singapore won something. (well, congrats to Nan Feng & Maxine, you did well (: )

But I can't stop thinking. Why? Why? Why? It should be me on the podium.

I had my ego blasted a little over 10 times this whole frickin trip. The 5K day helped me hit an all time low. hahaha. And I guess my mood like, depends a whole lot on my ego. (why do you think I constantly boost my own. hahaha)

First Mistake.

Not having a wide enough peripheral vision to see Taipei catch up with me to send me into semis.

Second Mistake.

Misplacing Sean's Accreditation

Third Mistake.

Being so frantic and rushed that I forgot everything I need for the race

Fourth Mistake.

Not eating the last night, which probably contributed to my 2nd last place in heats for the 500m

Fifth Mistake.

Screwing up that heats. Could've skipped Semis

Sixth Mistake.

Starting the fastest for the thousand. (If you see me start slow, you know I'll catch up. If you see me start fast, there's something wrong)

Seventh Mistake.

For a split second, contemplating giving up, losing my mental power which pulls me through a race which i start fast and die.

Eighth Mistake.

Actually thinking that I could attempt to pull the K4. Causing me to die, go to hell, reborn, die again and thats why we lost out at the last part, coming in 7th instead of 6th

Ninth Mistake.

Not putting a grip on my paddle, causing me to slip and capsize into the super freezing-until-like-I-was-shivering-damn-badly-in-the-boat water. Right before the 500m semis. Causing me to come in second, even though i tried my best.

Tenth Mistake.

Missing the start for the K4 500m finals. (It's all our faults, but it's not like the officials care)

Eleventh Mistake.

Misinterpreting coach's instructions for the 5000m race. It didn't occur to me "start like a 200m race"

Twelfth Mistake.

Giving up on winning for the 5000m race.

Thirteenth Mistake.

Making one big round for the big round, losing out.

Fourteenth Mistake.

Not having enough willpower to up.

Fifteenth Mistake.

Just, plain, not being fast enough.

Sixteenth Mistake.

Having too big an ego. "The bigger they are, the harder they fall"

Seventeenth Mistake.

Honesty.

Eighteenth Mistake.

Crossing the line, going too close.

Nineteenth Mistake.

Thinking some things just ain't my fault

and lastly.

Brandon.

sigh.

Maybe if you had left me alone