Saturday, October 3, 2009

#11. Once.

Sometimes I wonder,

Why give me this talent. When all it's brought me is suffering and tears.

Small little happiness here and there. I guess it adds up to how much i was crushed under my own pressure.

Just can't take the price of this equivalent exchange. Suffering for Success.

But damn that, I have to.

All my life at least, I'll have something to show.

I guess this is all just my fault, and I deserve this.

sometimes i think, hopes are meant to be dashed

Brandon.


I know nobody's doing this to me. But, I can't take it that, I fail to live up to my own expectations.